B M VARUN
One of my ally came to me on Sunday after writing his examinations. He was supposed to register with COA. Both of us were classmates during our graduation. Aftermath separated us as I decided to take civil services which completely sideline contacts with few friends whom I admire. He called me up on last Friday and told that he shall be coming to Delhi for his examinations.Hoping that he shall be there for one or two days I invited him to my lodging. He came to me , one of my junior was also there with me and that day we had fine dinner. Next day I took him to registration and for shopping which took whole day. I was planing for this week to resume my studies as last week I took break due to my ill health. I am changed a lot since my college days, intellectually as well as socially and one can notice it but he was not . He was the same chap of introvert and misogynist . He thinks a lot and do nothing in action which is his lacuna. Often in past we had arguments because of this scanty nature. From next day onwards I resumed my studies but he often comments for the sake of comment and blasting jokes in my room which used to make me angry. I was fed up with his attitude and variance in our different nature. At my mind I was waiting for his departure from me due to sincere effort which I am putting on this task. I was selfish who was treating friend like a foe, but I had a gunine reason behind which I hoped him to understand & he fails. So I was to invoke spy in me which made me egoist and self concentrated, but I had no other way. So I simply resume my things ignoring him which I felt a greatest sin. But there was no alternate circumstance to act different as I found it to be right to so. So I did and I am deeply regret for my act in the matter for love .I failed to treat alike and sincerely offering this act at the lotus feet of Loving God.
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